Gift

It was not my birthday, it was not Christmas but I was hit with a big surprise such a wonderful adoring gift such a blessing in disguise. It wasn't in my wish, but what a wonderful gift what will I do when it arrives? So young I am, for these instructions at hand will it totally change our lives? As I think and think , I worry and worry what will my parents say about my decision? Will I be viewed as "bad" because of this decision I have because I am still under their supervision? As I think and think, I can't help but cry I know the world just won't ever understand it I leave it a secret, I don't know if I could keep it I am feeling so lost and abandoned. I made my decision, what a horrible feeling as I walk alone in this rain I gave you away because of what they would say but only I have to deal with the pain.