Gaslit me to smoke

"U don't know how many times, I cried myself to sleep, while u entertained these girls, who are dirty, easy and cheap. Or how I spend all my time, trying to fix our home, while your "working" for Gene, but really not alone. U think without evidence, I have no room to speak, but that's because your small, inconsiderate and weak. Real men don't play games, or even give that a thought, cuz real men choose their woman, no matter what it cost. A man who crosses boundaries, also lacks control, he will not defend you, only play his sick role. This kind of person, is fake in all they do, their lies seem so real, but they blind you from the truth. They twist every story , revealing only what they want, but someday in the future, the lies come back to haunt. And when they are confronted, they lie about the lies, say how your so crazy, and laugh when you cry. These people are sick, nothing they do is real, their only mission in life, is to dismantle how u feel. Your dreams are a joke, and your needs are too much stress , they say your always ing, with every emotion u try to express. One day you'll get fed up, and pack your things to leave, but I promise do not listen, it's another tactic to deceive. You'll dismiss the red flags , their words are meant burn, so you'll never forget the lesson , this person has made u learn. U can't trust people, just by what they say, but their actions will prove, what I'm teaching u today. Even sugar looks like salt, but the taste is not the same, so please be careful with the people, and try to avoid the walk of shame. My message is sincere, we don't deserve this mental war, makes me question my purpose , and what it's all for.