Fulfillment's Juice

If I leave today Know I'm in a better place The pain while dying is quite my biggest fear Taking xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx trying to relieve some stress Crying deep within, you'll never see my tears Life is a gift, but most times is a mess Mom has said 'go to church', you'll find solace there But I feel insoluble in large volumes of peers I feel like I'm maize in a painter of beans But when I sieve away, they start seeking for me I know that they're itching for me In bitterness and sweetness They try to be indifferent But I am the realest I am the illest, what my soul has been dripping It's medicine for sick fans turned haters, Who've been neglecting In this Journey of Life, I gotta stay on the move And when it does ends, I'll be known for the truth Whether or not I blow up Whether or not I boom I know I gave you my all, I'm sipping Fulfillment's Juice