Frozen

i can’t get up in the morning, i'm frozen
my body wont budge 
my brain screams at me pleading to get out of bed 
but i can’t, i’m stuck 
i’m heavy and exhausted 
but i somehow find a way to move 

my music plays and i’m finally smiling 
i do my makeup, lipgloss, concealer, blush 
then my hair, beautiful blonde curls 
i put on my outfit for the day 
but the shorts don’t look right 
and the top is too tight 

then tears roll back down my cheeks 
i look in the mirror and hate what i see 
my entire body floods with anger 
i pull at my hair 
and smudge my lipgloss 
i feel even worse now, so i return to bed 

again, 
i’m stuck 
in the same position as before 
it took a one tiny thing 
a tiny thing and i’m frozen 
for hours 
rotting in my bed 

the cycle repeats countless times 
i’m tired and feel numb 
but no one understands
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Agustin Avatar
January 15, 2026 at 11:03 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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