From the Ashes of My Own Twisted Soul

From the ashes of Death’s Darkness covering me Have I finally woke up and slowly peeled back the black veil To receive the light in so many different ways; From the ashes have I been saved and pulled out of my grave From which I was in without ever realizing I was; Stepping into the light feeling so at peace and looking around; From the ashes has the Mother deemed me fit again Has she seen in me the potential to be saved and help others now Or has she just seen that I want to change now From the ashes of Death’s chains holding me back am I freed From the negative ways and actions of my capturer’s evil and deceitful ways And into the hallowed light that everyone sooner or later finds From the ashes of the fire in hell have I been freed To wonder towards the light that truthfully scares some people Or to wonder what it feels like to live in the light From the ashes of pain and suffering inside my soul is there any Left for to take from me and replace it with The loving kindness and the love to love one another once and again From the ashes of my soul broken by Death’s gates Have I been pulled back from the horrible thing that would have had Trapped me in my own version of condemned hell From the ashes of my cold black lifeless heart is it really starting to Wake up and beat with love happiness and joy Of knowing that have have more that my soulmate in my corner to help me From the ashes of my twisted brainwashed fantasy in my Head is there a way to figure out what is reality and what Was put there by people I thought I knew and once loved From the ashes of my broken torn and scattered mind is there any Way to save me from the pits of hell I have created And thought I had nothing to answer to but it was only created by sin From the ashes of my very own tortured soul is There any was out of this grave and into the light my soul wants So badly just to escape the deceit and evil wayed world From the ashes of the Devil’s own twisted humor that likes to make People turn away from their holy god for the Fleshy sins and desires that even me had to overcome through time