Free

I am my own worse enemy at best I never could pass loves test Nobody knows me I am the one nobody can see Maybe that is what it means to be free So many emotions I could never understand Is love not grand Turned my back Did not need love to be on the attack Found nobody I wanted Memories of empty nights haunted flaunted What I could never find Fear of being left behind Finding someone true Something I never knew Some chances I blew Have no binding ties Friendship always flies No matter how hard one tries So long alone My hearts has turned to stone So many things to see The possibilty of things that I would never let come to be All a part of being free Memories in my mind Of so many times being left behind I find I have grown lonely Seems I'm my one and only Finding fault in everyone I met My fate was set So hard to please Never at ease At least I know why Cause I was to afraid to try Afraid I would cry Lost and afraid to be found No one around Silence is such a lonely sound It is all on me And my search to stay free Lead me here And I fear I look back When lonely is on the attack All I see Love will never be Hearts are never free The past Things that did not last Memories keep me in jail My own self made well All the things that will never be I will never see Cause I wished to stay free