Fortuna

I thought I left romanticizing the future in the past I thought I left this life I thought I left the life of worrying about what depths my present actions will result to I thought I'd never be in a delicate situation again I was wrong because I live remembering the past I thought I'd never see in my future I thought I quit being in situations that let me think about my future being on the line Now I stand faced by the fully awakened thoughts of my past All this isn't bad per sa ,it's Just that I never thought I'd do it all over again and at this thought I never fail to suppress a smile It breaks me