Forgiveness

When you look at me this is what I see No confidence no way you could be interested No chance in hell for a connection No way I could see myself with you This trauma holds on so strong The memories of my younger days Come back No way such beauty could mingle with such ugliness The skies are gray all the time When there is a little ray of sunshine in my life I back away It's hard to breath When we speak It's hard to look past all the flaws I see within me I had no chance at love even though I fell head over heels This pain is something real this wall no one has ever tore down In your eyes I see within me weakness and trust issues I see no future only past mistakes To move on would take more strength then I think I have But in the end what matters to me is what I see in me is what those eyes don't see in me yet. FORGIVENESS.