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Forever Forgive Me

Forever forgive me
For my one and only iniquity
Please forgive me
With forbearance eternally

Lots of anger and lust
Got a hold of me…
So, I must...oh, I must…
Set my soul free

Forever forgive me
Determine my footsteps to the light
Emotionally unhappy
Intervene in my life with utter delight

Acknowledge me please for trying my best
Sin and its consequences put me to the test
Withhold discouragement and doubt within
I miss you the most and wonder where you been

Have mercy on my sinful nature
Have mercy till I grow fully mature
Have mercy and I will surely endure
Throughout these hardships, I'm sure

I owe You more than my fickle praise today
I owe You more than a thousand prayers
I owe You more than my mind goes astray
I owe You more than a million...jailers...

I depend on You plenty for now on…
You are shining bright like the dawn
I want to mend my sad heart, 
For it's solely breaking apart

Sweet, formidable darkness has swallowed me whole
Unstable distress has wallowed inside, taking its toll
Come save me, happiness from afar - are you at Mars?
Come rescue me, shooting star and fix my past scars

Inextricable lies harness hatred
Intricate goodbyes increase dread
Indescribable emotions course inside all
Intelligence and its fervent love grows tall

Forever forgive me for my stupidity nowadays
My vain conscience is vexed with sorrowful days
Beguiled by blasphemy and I am soon left all alone
Bewildered and flustered...I am a dysfunctional phone

I need a partner, abiding by my side…
Take my rib to formulate an Eve for me…leave behind vanity
I do need her, subsiding from evil stride…
Take my quivering upper lip and kiss it confidently

I have been reluctant to be with a woman for so long…
I am sorry, Lord of Accord, for being insignificant in Your wondrous sight
I have been reluctant to forgive myself and to belong
I am so jealous of other peoples' lives and want their successes alright

Reposeful remorse rejoices in my bedazzled, bemused brain
Please don't jeer at me and belittle me by thinking I am insane
God has created me in His divine image…
Everything else is water under the bridge

Virtuous courageousness takes over me
I am no longer afraid and run away cowardly
Morosely mesmerized by the feelings of ancient grief
Remorsefully hypnotized by the lack of certain relief

Audacious ardence accumulates in my mindset
I'm about to let go and let live, so be gone, regret
Demolish danger from my eyes of unseen atrocity
Lament and arrogance dries up the bones of Calamity

Intrepid illumination immediately collides into my spirit of hope
I can fully cope…as I hang onto this rope...I can truly cope...
With these countless, horrendous dilemmas that lie ahead
Don't you stare me down with your mountainous glare, but give me forgiveness from on high instead

Prodigious, precious Word of Life forevermore brought me back to life,
Despite the battle between peace and strife, cutting me like a knife
Serpentine shame embraced me and it won't let me go any time soon
I'm doing fine with Your forgiveness and Your right hand in mine this afternoon

Mortified and horrified…
There's nowhere to hide
I flew too high and now, 
I'm diving low somehow

Ghastly grieving too much,
Longing for longevity's touch
Incapable of movement once more
I am numb and alone to the core

Colossal crimson rain falls upon me
Colossal crimson rain calls for me
Enrich me with encouragement, oh Lord
With You, I desire delight that I cannot afford

Succumb to the faithfulness that camouflages fervent foliage
Into nature's nestling nostalgia...it's like receiving a surprise message
Perilous derision comforts the evil ones from the darksome net of lies...deceiving many with lullabies
Delirious decision could surely lead to fickle feelings of evilness, eagerly devouring the spiritual highs

Don't scornfully feed me disheartening disaster
Forbearance and faithfulness is from God Most High and He's my ultimate master
Ingenious anticipation overwhelms my inner soul
Godliness graciously makes something ugly beautiful

I cannot distinguish happiness from anguish all the more
I have thought up some rather distraught thoughts
I fought battles to eventually get what I pray and wish for -
I will not betray my benevolent soul that never rots

Impetuous impatience indulges inside me
I'm sorry for my abominations of bitter envy
Rectify my radiant spirit by Your remedy
Reality's demise has become turmoil's playground of plenty

Forever forgive me
For my one and only iniquity
Please forgive me
With forbearance for an eternity

Lots of anger and lust
Ensnared me entirely…
So, I must...oh, I must…
Set my soul free honestly

Forever forgive me
Determine my footsteps to the light with Your might
Emotionally unhappy
Intervene in my life and make me feel more than alright

I'm determined to get rid of despair
Incline my ear to your Words of wisdom
I have sinned severely - are you there?
Place Your right hand in mine and pray with me thy Kingdom come

Prosperity protrudes out from Your knowledge that sets us free
Attain understanding and pour forth healing rain
Instead of this colossal crimson rain of disdain
Push away the clouds of misery and the fires of uncertainty

Place your right hand upon my own
Understand where I stand, all alone…
But, He told me you're never in solitary's hold
Father told me in a vivacious vision to be bold

He whispered:
"Remember that I forgive you…"
A heavenly seven times seven
I pray His mercy won't undo
The past sins I've committed because I have become stronger and more mature due to them, although I was as dark as the lion's den again and again and again

I know I have been made in Your image pleasantly
Give me righteous discernment as You please
You've given me refuge and a reason to seek out Your mercy
Give me Your dignity and restore grace at ease

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