Foresight of An Ode To Mothers Everywhere

Dear Mother i dont l;like the drugs and as I fly so low and high my way turned loose the drugs well they like me Ode to mom what could this be? beaten on the floor to find the thoughts of butterflies beaten on the floor and chased away the crack in me to start my life again he cant hurt you anymore but its ion my way And as i do it my way they all fall like kissed roses in the falling leaves of an s.o.s Into the crooked ***** cops that squirm to swallow what does it matter to the tiny dancers that hold the answers when its not healthy to feel If i Turn you Loose If your NoT afraid of your mind thats losing it and the loves testing all of me if you are not afraid afraid of anything to second guess your sanity Dear mother can you find the light to tickle me and find the light take it all over head over heals as this world surrounds me and as everyone makes this hard will someone come rescue from my mind when i picked my poison turned loose to find im weak and powerless to feel open powerless to feel that we are the same begging for someone to help me and its not healthy when we cant sleep at night Love is testing thee but who holds the key? When im delusional and complicated can you see the tangents i explore after i have condensed the matter and been down before? does it make sense to them all? can you cure me out of your fears drag the demons from me and sleep in the beauty of thoughts that magically heal me? im far to oblivious to approach the treasured bliss inside of me to awaken miserably rescue the sleeping purity im poisoned yet treasured and drunken on needles to kiss this feathered winged angel one more time whose far too fooled to wake me from my slumber and sleep in the futility of the treasured desires that lie inside of all of us withered souls ode to Mother dear mother i have something to say do you see it in hear anywhere im looking inside once again to clean this closet with this stained hands to see why did i turn out this way mama mama mama just turn away and know its not your fault i pave my own way by riding coat tails and one day i will show you how and hail all the poisoned apples of hopeless sleepless beauties ive awoken to find