Forbidden

I'm so sad I can't even bring myself to read.. Never mind eat or anything else that I'm forced to do... I feel broken and heartless Like there's just an empty black hollow hole when my heart used to be You can just as well stab me with a butcher knife and leave me there to die I feel like the whole WORLD is against me.. Like its their mission to make my life absolutely miserable... Its over I know it is This is the breaking point What do u do when u love the most inconvenient person on EARTH.. When he loves u enough to stick around even though planet earth is against him.. When karma is a total *****.. Towards u two.. When u break his heart multiple times.. And he doesn't give up.. And works up enough courage to ask u out again.. When love is the only thing u not supposed to feel but do.. What do u do when u not allowed to be within 100 meters of ur best friend.. The only one who understands u .. The only one u can trust.. The only one who doesn't make things awkward.. The only one u wish u didn't love so much.. The only who can make u laugh out loud when u in the depth of depression.. What do u do when u facing forbidden love???