For You I Would

For you I would So beautiful to see you here. I find myself when I am lost inside of you. Thoughts lost to never seeing you again, Were proven to not be true. So beautiful to see you here. I wish I could stay here too. Watching beautiful women walk past my window. Only ever watch them go and I stay inside my hole. I am a gold fish in this room and I am losing my colour. Forgotten how to love and forgotten all my lovers. My heart is a thousand sun’s; They were ignited by your smile for me. Each of the stars that made me, died, Now I am now left in peace. Life is only torment and I am not alone. I have humans all around me and names upon my phone, But still I wish it would all disappear, And I was allowed to stay in my own zone. Lust is not a friend of mine, It makes me want for more. I wish I could be celibate, And have nothing to do with your world. (C)2020 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.