For Stephanie

I walk alone in The City of Stone Head down Heartbroken This path well known Chaotic thoughts abound in my mind Trying so hard to remember better times Memories haunt me still Though I try to let go My feet leave a lonely path as I walk in the snow My Queen lays quiet underneath Her own headstone... Damn I feel so alone... remembering the vibrant smile That stayed on your lips The same lips I would lovingly kiss Holding hands and talking Wishing it could stay just like this I never knew these were the moments I’d miss I want you to know That I will always care I’m know your still with me I can feel Your Spirit in the air I’ve spent so much time Planting You flowers in the dirt Hoping Beauty would resurrect You So I won’t keep feeling this hurt... (I still Feel You everywhere) I broke down crying again Just trying to write you this song I wish I could go back in time So I could right this wrong Words still escape me I’m still trying to be strong It’s been so very damn long Since You’ve been gone I’ve seen You in Heaven I know that Vision was real Having You in my arms again Was something I could feel All this time has passed But that hasn’t helped me heal I miss you like crazy no one can take your place Lately, any smile I produce feels out of place Your still my Best Friend And still my First Love I know your smiling down with The Angels in Heaven above Some days I would visit You laying back on the grass Lost in memories of Us And thoughts of Our past Sometimes thinking The best times have already past And sadly they never seem to last... (I still feel you everywhere) Your rings on my chain Your names tatted on my arm Hoping it would keep your memory Safe from harm To keep you close to me On the side of my heart This bond is deeper than life Or Death do us Part Sweetheart, I just don’t know where to start To pick up the pieces That this tragedy blew apart It seems like every time I Go to close my eyes My dreams of You Make me want to be on the Other Side Meet me there please This heart is too heavy to hide It’s too heavy to carry Since the day that You died One thing I have learned From that point on Is that you never realize Who you have until they’re gone I hope you have seen the Candles I have lit upon your grave I would stay there for hours Staring at the picture of your face The candles would melt And I would turn to walk away But we both know All I wanna do is stay