For Leerie and Illy

Oh my dear Leerie and Illy My sisters you are not so silly. Yes I have endured such pain A lot that my tears fall like rain. Yes this pain is way too deep. In my soul it has surely seep. Yes on my face you see a smile But inside I still feel quite vile. The twinkle has left my eye Has seen better days gone by. I do believe I am on the path to mending. Make no mistake, the pain is never ending. Yes some days I surely do want to die, But I am still here and I wonder why? However life has taken me in a new direction. I have spent way to much time in this reflection. So I will hold this head up high I will look up into the sky I will forever of my kids be proud. My love for them will never be not allowed. Thank you my sisters two I do know I can count on you. Just do know I do not want to burden Especially when I know you are also hurtin' Lord only knows why I am still here I sure thought I would disappear But one day I will surely see Why all this was and is allowed to be. I do know I have you two I can call when I feel so blue. Thank you for what you had to say There is nothing that can ever repay. I will do better on my part To show that you are in my heart Forgive me my moments when I am sad For sometimes they need to be had. I have great sisters I do! I do so love you two. Thank you Illy and Leerie Who is not so Dreary!