For Heather

I often wonder how such a decision can be made
The choice to stay here is this life
Or move on to whatever may come next
Did you feel like you were alone in this world
Or did you simply tire of what this world had to offer
Because the mere act of being human
Can be so monumentally exhausting
I can almost understand the welcome rest
That you may have seen in deaths embrace
The chance to lay down the heaviness in your soul
And finally close your eyes
Maybe looking down from that window
Feeling the sun and the wind on your skin
Maybe instead of feeling like the end
It simply felt like freedom
And instead of the decision to jump
You made the decision to fly
I hope you didn't leave this life
Believing you were all alone
I hope you simply saw your chance to move on to the next adventure
And no matter how the ones left behind may feel
The choice was yours to make
And I would never lay down judgment
Your reasons are yours alone to know
And ours to simply ponder
But no matter the facts and fictions of your life
And the truth and lies within your death
You were loved, if not understood
And I hope wherever it is you've ended up
You can finally  take a breath
And rest

R.I.P Heather Brink
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Haick Avatar
January 21, 2010 at 8:35 AM
Congratulations on your poem being featured this week, Jesse. This is so very sad...I pray that I will not ever despair no matte what this life brings. Peace, Audrey
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January 21, 2010 at 2:04 AM
Congratulations on a well featured poem. Keep on posting. Ernilando
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January 20, 2010 at 12:19 PM
Many congrats on your featured piece this week. Rgds Janette
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January 19, 2010 at 8:26 PM
This is a wonderful piece, congrats on your well deserved feature. keep writing. Your poetry friend Adeleke
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January 19, 2010 at 3:13 AM
Dear Jesse, what a HEART WRENCHING story. You were a true friend, non-judgemental, accepting and displaying un-conditional love. Great writing. Thank you for sharing. Lainie
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January 18, 2010 at 12:49 PM
Many congratulations on your poetry being featured this week >> James
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January 18, 2010 at 3:48 AM
Sorry for the loss of your friend Jesse. Congratulations on your well deserved poetry being featured this week Jesse. I hope you have many more. Have a wonderful week. Love, Carol
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