For a While

I feel that I deserve better than this… I don’t want to play the part of being a broken-hearted boy I will be missed like the abstract abyss I was manipulated many times like a fragmented toy For a while, We erased time together For a while, Goodbye felt way better Leaving this World with footprints… I was here, Now I’m there Giving you many hints… I love you now, my heart, soul and body I lusted over you so badly I wish I was somebody else frankly I am like a long lost child…weeping sadly I don’t want to be like anybody else, But me, myself and I Today and tonight, I won’t die I died a little inside though Sorry for lying to you way too many times I hear the clock chime…I’m not sorry for your crimes It’s your fault, it’s all your fault For getting into that satanic occult For a while, We erased time together For a while, Goodbye felt way better Leaving this World with footprints… I was here, giving you many hints… I love you now, my heart, soul and body I lusted over you so badly I wish I was somebody else frankly I am like a long lost child…weeping sadly I don’t want to be like anybody else, But me, myself and I Today and tonight, I won’t die I died a little inside though A lot has been happening since the day of your death Don’t say you’re sorry for taking that meth You think you’re all that – going on the road to Arizona Don’t you know that I’m stronger than you realize, mama? For a while, We erased time together For a while, Goodbye felt way better Leaving this World with footprints… I was here, giving you many hints… I love you now, my heart, soul and body I lusted over you so badly I wish I was somebody else frankly I am like a long lost child…weeping sadly I don’t want to be like anybody else, But me, myself and I Today and tonight, I won’t die I died a little inside though We’re leaving this world behind With every heartache with it I don’t mind being awfully blind I’m tired of throwing a fit I want to fly away from captivity I’m sorry for your despondency I want to shine bright like the sunrise at the beach I want to believe what You have to teach… I died a little inside Deep inside, I cried For a while, I loved you from the start to the end For a while, I thought there was such a thing as happily ever after’s…I obeyed my masters Come on, Lord, let all my scars and wounds mend I’m sorry for everything that wasn’t constructive like my past, present and future disasters For a while, We erased time together For a while, Goodbye felt way better Leaving this World with footprints… I was here, giving you many hints… I love you now, my heart, soul and body I lusted over you so badly I wish I was somebody else frankly I am like a long lost child…weeping sadly I don’t want to be like anybody else, But me, myself and I Today and tonight, I won’t die I died a little inside though