First Sunrise Service

My first great faith journey involved exiting EarthMother's nighttime womb, without even a first language except what RightBrain inherited from noticing emotive taste and feel and healthy/pathological touch memories prehistorically Win/Win and Win/Lose and Lose/Lose souled unsoiled either happy or mad, learning both/and health-resilient midways. From such humble nutritional/toxic expectations, and win/lose annunciations of EarthTribe's integral potential, wealthy yang opportunities and yin-unhealthy risks, through adolescent win/lose romantic invested engagements On through my own forty-year corporate adult commodified faith journey ensuing pursuing my great white-male privileged American dream; A win/lose business-as-usual pilgrimage toward my more recent retiring win/win destiny, for healthy wise-elder now unhealthy other-wise then Not really a chosen win/win destination freely destined to and as begun with integrity of ego-me inside sacred eco-Other co-passion for positive healthy rational/nutritional purpose And perennial meaning this old pre-cortical WiseElder right brain we have anciently learned interdependence does not believe in autonomous ego-mortality, Right brain emotive intelligence is not overly invested in left brain ego's embedded fragmentation co-arising feelings of righteous predative anger and leftist prayers conserving lose/lose fears of YangGod's universally autonomous climate genocide. Ego's de-individuation away from Earth's healthy habitat rejoining MotherEarth's timeless individulting wombs reproducing integrity's conjoined co-passioning potential, ReBecoming as I began win/win re-entering memories re- and pre-historically souled unsoiled inside EarthMother's first pre-cortical dark night Becoming bicameral felt effectively co-caused/effective neo-cortical ego's individuating day ReComposing my first great healthy transformational co-arising in/ex-formational re-journey re-membering my first great transitional sunrise developmental co-passioning light/energy service courageously multicultural vulnerably global and transparently personal.