First Step,Last Step

I was thinking, I was enjoying near the sea but the sea was staring at me I was surprise and he was pushing me back and back What I had done? suddenly I got a badlash from him O my brother,my mother Was it my dream? I am still confused how they can do this? I am not there foe but the truth was they didn't gave me place even in there toe Is it so difficult to step in this world ? Explain me! Explain me mother! Brother you really don't want me? What is my mistake ? Was it my dream?