First Step

I am here on that brink again 
I realize that I never left 
Thought I had moved, but then
I realize I am once again bereft.

Why am I yet again on the brink
Feeling once more that I must always choose?
Why do I always seem to think
That I will be the one to inevitably lose?

Light is shining ahead of me
Darkness is to the back
Shadows in Light I see
Yet,Dark does attack.

I am tired of being lost
I want to finally, FINALLY find
Myself no matter the cost
And to leave Darkness behind.

Can I really do this?
Can I take that step?
I desperately want the bliss
So frantically I do so prep.

I lift my foot to go
Forward and Dark
Fights me, although
My journey does embark.

Can love be there? 
May love I receive?
No longer unaware
I do now believe.

This is no mere affair
That he does so care
So Darkness BEWARE
I do now have my Bear.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Bono Avatar
December 5, 2009 at 6:04 PM
I posted a christmas poem
Owens Avatar
December 3, 2009 at 9:53 PM
Nice poem...enjoyed...Marty
Sledge Avatar
November 30, 2009 at 4:16 PM
Love is a battle, but it can be won! Very nice =D
Moreno Avatar
November 29, 2009 at 1:55 PM
An epic journey starts with a single step, if it's love you seek, it's at your grasp...take that step with pride and dignity and make it what you may... all the best...Raul
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