First Step

I am here on that brink again I realize that I never left Thought I had moved, but then I realize I am once again bereft. Why am I yet again on the brink Feeling once more that I must always choose? Why do I always seem to think That I will be the one to inevitably lose? Light is shining ahead of me Darkness is to the back Shadows in Light I see Yet,Dark does attack. I am tired of being lost I want to finally, FINALLY find Myself no matter the cost And to leave Darkness behind. Can I really do this? Can I take that step? I desperately want the bliss So frantically I do so prep. I lift my foot to go Forward and Dark Fights me, although My journey does embark. Can love be there? May love I receive? No longer unaware I do now believe. This is no mere affair That he does so care So Darkness BEWARE I do now have my Bear.