First Day of the New Year

It was the first day of the new year 

When I realized you were leaving 

While I was falling in love with you 

 

I became so lost in my sadness 

It felt so much heavier than anything else 

During the bluest, coldest January I’ve ever felt 

 

That was the first time I waited for you 

I couldn’t bear to lose you or let you go 

So I betrayed my needs to hug your soul 

 

Now a year has gone by and I’ve been a fool 

For crying and wondering and longing for you 

Torn in my battle between head and heart 

 

This toxic soul tie is tearing me apart  

You’ve left and come back too many times 

Without a shred of empathy or compassion  

 

Now it’s my broken heart’s resolve 

To get over you and cut the tether 

On the first day of the new year
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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Daniel Avatar
January 24, 2026 at 3:53 AM
Hi Michele, I'm reading you today only and you write beautifully, yes, better to cut off that toxic tie:)
Holub Avatar
March 3, 2026 at 8:34 AM
Thank you for your feedback. It's been a tough break...
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