Finding What Was Lost

“It’s in there!” 
The frizzy haired woman insisted with mirth in her eye.
“But, how?”
I asked beseechingly.
She gave a mischievous laugh from impish lips in reply 
And then skipped merrily on her way.
The most precious thing I ever lost 
Contained in a small puzzle box?
Ridiculous!
I paused.
No, I knew what the lady said to be true.
I could hear the enchanted object 
Whispering to me
In an unfamiliar language 
That my heart somehow understood.  
I was missing a precious commodity. 
Something very special.
My memory could only see vague outlines.
However, I was confident
A magnificent treasure 
Lied within the small chest.
Now focused, 
The mystery of unlocking the chest came naturally.
With greedy eagerness 
I quickly opened that which held me back 
From my forgotten prize.
And . . .
The chamber was empty 
Save a simple unframed mirror 
Taped to the inside of the lid.
I remembered the woman with a playful smile 
And thought, 
“Is this a woeful attempt at a joke?!”
I started to seethe 
And my face began to contort
Then I saw my reflection.
Memories of loss 
Due to anger, regret, and missed opportunities 
Cascaded into my mind.
Were these my most precious valuables?
Did I now consider these thoughts so I could make changes?
Or did I recall them to realize that they made me who I am today?
Both or neither!
It didn’t matter.
It was simply the past 
On which I didn’t dwell.
Again enraged, 
I shook myself from my stupor, 
tore the mirror from its place, 
and threw it shattering to the ground.
“So, it was a trick.” I grumbled.
And was just about to curse 
when a glint from box caught the corner of my eye.
Upon closer examination,
Behind where the looking glass once stood,
Was a simple etching that pierced me with a penitent knife.
“I heart Jenny”
Jenny.
Jennifer.
My sister who passed away 
When I was the simple age of five.
A beautiful brown haired brown eyed teenager 
With a kind smile and the most incredible soul.
Cancer.
Had it really been over four decades?
Too few memories and too little recollection over the years.
Now, I recalled.
Feelings as much as details.
Love and peace.
I made a commitment to myself.
To never lose sight of that which was most important again.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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Perna Avatar
April 13, 2024 at 1:35 PM
Your poems are like wonderful short stories! Excellent messages too!
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April 14, 2024 at 12:32 PM
Very kind! Thank you Diane!!
Ashley Avatar
February 19, 2024 at 6:46 PM
Dear Robert, the emotional tone of your poem upon my imagination was like the moon's gravitational pull upon the tides, your vivid verse pulled me in with potent and poignant affect. Beautiful and moving soul searching so eloquently and intimately expressed. A stunning first poem! Warmest wishes.. ~Susan
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February 20, 2024 at 9:44 AM
Thank you! I really appreciate you and your kind and touching comments.
Volumes Avatar
February 16, 2024 at 11:59 AM
An unusual poem that had me wondering, soon I saw the wonder in your heartfelt poem Robert. I am eager to read more. I loved this one, You captured real sentiment. So well done.
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February 17, 2024 at 9:01 AM
Thank you! I genuinely appreciate your generous comments.
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January 29, 2024 at 11:29 AM
So pleased you found what you lost Robert. Welcome to PoetrySoup. Beryl
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January 29, 2024 at 2:24 PM
Thank you, Beryl. I appreciate your welcome!
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January 26, 2024 at 1:44 PM
An excellent first post, welcome to poetry soup..
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January 27, 2024 at 9:46 AM
Thank you for the welcome! I’ve got to say, I’m blown away by the incredible amount of talent on this site.
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January 26, 2024 at 2:09 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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January 26, 2024 at 9:14 AM
Thank you for the warm welcome :)
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