Find My Own Way!

If any one understands what I am going through right now… If any one is willing to listen… I am ready to share everything… I feel so lonely. Very empty and hurt… My words are too poor to explain... My tears are dried to show... Cigrats are burning so fast... Cannot keep a count... With the smoke I try to say out… With it I try to feel I am wanted and taken... I don’t know how. I don’t know when... I am going to get away with this pain… It is not easy to be lonely... It is not easy to carry on... Feelings are too strong to hold on… Tears are dried off to flow... My heart is heavy and soul is drained… I wonder. If there is any one…at any place In this whole unknown world... To understand my situation.. Which I am going trough right now… What to do and what to say… When I need to find my way Back to my self again...! Dilupa Wijegunasekara