Finally Realizing

I sit here breath coming fast Vision becoming blurry Everything starts to go quiet All except the beating of my heart It starts to get so loud The beating becomes so fast and unbearable I start to scream at the top of my lungs The tears just streaming down my face Every time i close my eyes one image stays their Your beautiful face with a innocent looking smile But now i know the truth behind it I no all the lies that are just waiting to surface My eyes start to burn so badly For they are the tears that you have caused I can't take no more from you Screaming at the top of my lungs how much i hate you I run down the roads looking for someone to help me To try and ease away this pain even for a moment But no one see's me out here It's like i'm the only one in the world Then i see you come from the shadows Still holding that innocent smile My heart beat is to much to bear It's thumping is still all i can hear The tears have a new feeling to them And when i touch my face it feels odd I pull my hand down and finally see The blood spilling out all over You've finally done the worst to me All of your lies are finally killing me Slowly on the inside first Then moving to the outside I try to scream again and again But i drown on all the hurt The last thing i see before i completely go into the dark Is your face with the innocent looking smile And now i know for sure That all the lies are finally slipping through