Finally Realizing
I sit here breath coming fast
Vision becoming blurry
Everything starts to go quiet
All except the beating of my heart
It starts to get so loud
The beating becomes so fast and unbearable
I start to scream at the top of my lungs
The tears just streaming down my face
Every time i close my eyes one image stays their
Your beautiful face with a innocent looking smile
But now i know the truth behind it
I no all the lies that are just waiting to surface
My eyes start to burn so badly
For they are the tears that you have caused
I can't take no more from you
Screaming at the top of my lungs how much i hate you
I run down the roads looking for someone to help me
To try and ease away this pain even for a moment
But no one see's me out here
It's like i'm the only one in the world
Then i see you come from the shadows
Still holding that innocent smile
My heart beat is to much to bear
It's thumping is still all i can hear
The tears have a new feeling to them
And when i touch my face it feels odd
I pull my hand down and finally see
The blood spilling out all over
You've finally done the worst to me
All of your lies are finally killing me
Slowly on the inside first
Then moving to the outside
I try to scream again and again
But i drown on all the hurt
The last thing i see before i completely go into the dark
Is your face with the innocent looking smile
And now i know for sure
That all the lies are finally slipping through
Copyright © Shannon Heath | Year Posted 2011
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