Fighting God

Through out my life,
I never resented what you did,
You took away the people who laid in pain,
Who was dying, who couldn't wait,
To see the Pearly gates,

I never resented what you did,
All my life events know matter how bad,
I over came, I survived the shame,
I stood with pride, with strength,
And with you in mind,

Until the day my faith in you died,
I laid in the hospital,
Empty stomach,
My daughter was born alive,
But I knew I was losing the battle,
For her to stay by my side,
I beg to you god,
But no answer did I receive,
Just a message from the medical team,
Sorry miss browne,
But there's nothing we can do,
Your daughter is brain died,
But how can this be,
Your daughter was starved of oxygen for 19 minutes,
I was shocked Lord, 
I pleaded Lord please take my womb,
Please lay upon me a miracle,
But a mother's plead, 
A mother's prayer, 
Was not answered,
I guess this was just another life event,
That I should over come,
But Lord the death of a child,
Can not be over come, 
I shouted to you,
But I guess this was the path you chosen,
The path of Ultimate pain,
The path of forever letting my eyes tear,
The path where everyone forgets she was here,
She was here for 10 hours,
10 hours my little warrior she did forth,
But Lord did you not realise,
That love can not die,
me and my daughter,
We are connected to,
A unbilcord only we feel,
And no one can cut it,
Forever connected, 
For eternally,

Copyright © | Year Posted 2015



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Date: 2/11/2015 5:23:00 PM
Oh, wow Davina...such honesty, such soul! To lose an innocent child...wow...I cannot dare to imagine the pain, the grief and the anger. God sometimes allows us trials so that we strengthen even more and grow. It does not take the pain away, no, but in a way, if God had allowed this to happen it means he thinks you are very strong and can take much more. Thankfully, we are allowed trials, but blessings will always come our way as well. They are in the creation, all around us. Thanks for sharing!
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Date: 2/3/2015 9:38:00 AM
Wow! This is so moving, sad, but so lovely in expression. A mother and child will forever be connected...whatever happens! I feel for you...for the loss...the pain...the anguish...the disillusion. Have faith and hope. Take care. // paul
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Date: 2/7/2015 7:00:00 AM
thank you paul, its what I do I take my thoughs and give them meaning, bless it be dee
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