Feelings

The way that I feel is so unreal The things that I do just leaves me so confused I have so many questions yet the answers are not found I just feel like I am always falling to the ground I try so hard in life to do all i can do I just wish people can open their eyes and see What they truly mean to me I speak words and I write poetry But still I feel it does not show I express myself yet feel like no one really cares to know I put my life in a grenade which every so often explodes I need to find a way out from where I reside I long to feel happy, loved and appreciated which I think will never be Cause everything I want will never happen in reality Then I sit back and think, why I feel the way I do And then come to a conclusion that there is nothing I can do So the feelings just remain the same. By Naderia Bookram