Feel No More

These days I felt so weak unhappy and exhausted like I don’t have the chance To prove myself to change my typical longings Feeling lost somehow; down the street above the stars, overhead I’ve been drugged in this scenario long as I am equipped to share my enormous heartaches and pain as I can’t remember at all my name supposed to be loved I used to paint a smile, give advices to friends who thought I am strong enough to carry myself, tis am like drowning into the deepest sea into the unknown I cannot help it; colors became black and white roses pale, and water’s dry floating in the midst of why’s I wanna feel no more