Fed up

Fed up of giving everything I have and nothing in return. Feeling like affection is something I need to earn. I crave to cuddled to have his arms round me tight, a kiss on the forehead, a love letter, that’s how it’s supposed to be right ? All these thoughts run through my head, sleeping alone whilst sharing a bed. To be held and felt loved that’s all that I have craved. Where is he? Where is that love that I wish I had saved. Feeling like this it can be kinda tough , I’m fed up but I won’t give up!