Father God Gives Me Satisfaction

I’m daydreaming inside my car...Looking out the window in a lackadaisical daze... I’m wandering inside my weary head...longing to get godly praise in many ways I’m whispering to myself that I need comfort as we go far in our journey to the unknown I’m an introverted stranger in this world of many extroverted individuals and I’m on my own I gently touch the window with my quaking hands We are on a road trip towards a future of errands I’m feeling oh so brazen, yet nervous for what lies ahead in my life of meaningful lows and highs...You heard my cries... I’m feeling this cruel longing inside because I was in Your arms of delight last night, making me feel like how time flies Your pure positivity is what I need on a daily basis Your sympathy is what I need and also happiness I don’t just want it any longer...I need it to survive these waves of emotion I don’t want to give up, for my spiritual progress in still in elevating motion I can’t stand the commotion outside of my mind...it gets me somewhat uptight and uncomfortable to the max I can’t understand where things got out of hand, but I’m letting my mind unwind and I need to simply relax I’m feeling unwanted anxiousness and hopelessness — Take it all away...I must press forward in genuine gladness Fantasize with me now — What if you and I can feel spontanious joy like a child at play? Fantasize with me now — What if you and I can feel fantastic in our shoes today? Fantasize with me now — What if we can be happily together again? Wouldn’t it be awesome? Fantasize with me now — What if we can be spiritually beautiful and handsome instead of succumbing to being physically numb? Become the new image of a knowledgeable mindset A mindset that won’t make us upset or full of regret Remember the first time we met? We were just wondrous babies once upon a dazzling, carefree time When we were children, we used to explore so many times and have a bunch of excitement in our prime Honestly, I don’t remember childhood that much But I remember feeling childlike cheerfulness and such Fantasize with me now — Imagine you and I wiping away the sweat from our brow and moving on with worry-free perseverance somehow? Determination with faithfulness and jubilance is what we aim to live for... What about we stop fantasizing about the past times and simply soar? I don’t want to feel ensnared in loneliness and limited to feeling this despair in my soul Fantasize with me now — what if we can make our past prosperity a reality as a whole? I’m daydreaming inside my brother-in-law’s house...looking down at my phone, typing this poem in a hopeful gaze I’m anxious in an optimistic way...begging the Lord to fill our minds with plenty of sunshine I’m quietly writing down my thoughts on this notepad in a mesmerized muse while my mind strays and sways I’m not feeling anguish like I did a few nights ago at least...I have a sense of belonging since Jesus Christ, my humble and fervent savior, is on my side — just give me surreal sign... Father God, You have been there for me throughout my entire lifetime and I’d like to thank you with all of my might every single day and night Have mercy on me, for I’ve given in to my youthful sins from the past and present, for they hide in my cranium and they won’t leave my sight Unless I have Your help and guidance, for with You, nothing is impossible and I’m on Your ride to the Kingdom of blissfulness and serenity... I swallow my pride because Your humility is far better than my character while I’m treading the road of paradise, which is miles and miles away from me, so I’m headed towards the road of recovery