Fallen out of love

#Fallen_out_of_love Yes it's true, I have left the station where our hearts first met, that garden our heart used to shower it's flowers with love, has now turned to a desert,its flowers blossoms nomore. You said I was your forever and I told my heart and soul that I was now and official citizen in your our promise land. You said our love will never change and now I'm the only one left with a shattered and tattered beyond resuscitation heart. Fell in love with your every being, from to toe to skull, from your smile to your laughter, from your touches to your movements. Chose to shut the world out of our love bubble, to live to love and cherish you and only you. You said death was our departure from this bubble.I believed and hoped, prayed and devoted to that dream. I blame the day you walked out of our door, the day you said I will be back and that was the last time I saw the person you were, when we first met. Like you left yourselves outside that door and brought this strange in our bubble, in our peace and hope. You swapped personalities, from our laughters to you now shouting at every chance, from declaring our love daily to puking at every effort I tried pouring my heart to you. You started comparing me with what others were doing. At every given chance degrading the man in me. Lil did you know your loud voice and temperance towards me, was slowly but surely pushing me out of our love bubble. From loving you I know fear you. You saw no wrong in telling me how less of a man I was. What that day took from us can ever be returned, like the voracious being you've turned into. Been trying to be strong, praying and pleading but you are not returning to us, it's now you in everything, where there was us. Please remove me from this shackles, allow me to leave before I'm consumed by your flames. You said I wasn't man enough anymore and that erected I tomb in my heart. You packed your bags and left to meet those of your worth. You past me like a scavenging dog in the streets. Blocked me from every chance of you. Cared less of the damage you left behind. You left me there in the wild to fend on my own, now I have gathered courage to survive, learned to live without your presence and developed a thicker skin now. Claimed back my worth and purpose. Now life has raffled you off your wings, those of your worth now discarded you like a used tissue. You now want to come back. Emotional blackmailing me that you still love me. Forgetting how less of man I was to you. I don't hate you, pain you put me through has pushed me out of our love. Yes I no longer love you like I used to, no longer feel you like I used to, I have fallen out of our love and fallen into love with someone worthy of my heart and value. Is too late to apologize. I reiterate, it's true, I have fallen out of love with you. #Poetic_Ink