Faking It

Sometimes I feel like I am not wanted; 
And that everyone will be better off if I am dead and gone; including my kids.
I have felt like this for a while now; and I don't think anyone's noticed. 
I fake a smile, fake a laugh.
I don't know how much longer I can keep it up.
A lot of people say that they are there for me; 
But when I really need someone no one is actually there.
I'm told that I am a "fighter" and I have that "fighter blood" in me;
But I think that the fight has done left me.....like everything else has.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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September 25, 2026 at 12:50 PM
I've really been enjoying your poem and the emotions and imagery were so vivid that i could easily picture them as beautiful illustration. I'm a commission-based manga/webtoon artist,and I’d love to discuss the possibility of bringing this poem to life if you're ever interested. Feel free to reach out at gm@il : akiracomicart2@ or on inst@: akiraa_artly
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June 5, 2019 at 4:12 PM
Arturo Michael-yeah I wrote that on May 27th of this year. I was off my meds for a while and was really really depressed. Still am to be honest. Im working thru it tho.
Michael Avatar
June 5, 2019 at 2:51 PM
Welcome to the club...A relevant write...Many people must be going through that tunnel right now...Well expressed too...
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