Faded Memory

I miss you, Even though you hurt me I miss you, Even though you left me It’s been a year But the pain still remains Tainted visions of you being here Sometimes, I wish it was a dream Wasn’t real All the pain, All the hurt, I don’t want to feel Even though it’s numb now, I still can't think about you too much Because the ache in my heart can’t take the punch I wish I still didn’t remember how you feel I wish you were just my imagination, Unreal But you’re somewhere, with someone, living another life And I’m here with no one, trying to be alright. I pray to God every night, To bring me someone who won’t leave And who will fight for me, All the things you didn’t do And all the people here that remember you, They don’t know you like I do, They don’t know what you put me through They don’t know that you took my heart and stomped on it That it’s taken me so long to get over it Faded, Jaded, It’s the only way I can deal I do have a clean slate, But sadly, Honestly, The mark you made, Can’t be erased So I’ll let this be, My bittersweet faded memory...