Everything

Everything it just falls down to one word Everything and everything I could ever say would never be enough Everything and I could blame denial Denial, my beast and insomnia-tic dream not here, not present; was it ever really there I filed this under 'low level tragedy' yet I doubt surely I gave the wrong label I saw this all coming, I knew it was coming It was just a repeat of history called the past but it's nothing now, it's not phasing me I've accepted it all; it's not that hard to expect the results, the outcome, the punishment would've ended me attacked me but I've been through this before It's not worth crying over anymore I'm just on the quickest road to recovery and the quickest way to get over and done with it because I believed in everything, everything we ever were We fought through turmoil, jealousy, personal agonies too much to just throw us away silently And she took everything, everything; Juliet, why And she stole everything, everything; I defy you stars I built everything, everything around her foolishly, recklessly only now to tear everything down and rebuild once again I know honestly I haven't lost her completely; she's still here but there's no honest guarantee that she shall be mine once again I can repetitively proclaim I'm not worried or overly concerned yet it's to hold down the sedative that I; I was not prepared for this I'm not ready to explode and decompose all over again