Everyday Regrets

Every Everyday I feel the same old mistakes brushing up my leg and heading striaght for my heart. Trying make me sting... stupid memories, I can't shake them away and they just make me feel everyday regrets. I knew you were leaving, I could feel it inside. Yet it seemed like life just kept moving on... it never let me stop for a minute to see how you were doing and I blame myself for not saying good bye. Sometimes I cry when I think about you... sometimes I wonder why I didn't just go see you. One more mistake and my heart keeps on aching. I'm not ready for this but even so it kills me. Everyday regrets about the times i'll never forget and the things I never got to say. I know your looking down on me trying to console me but in my mind everything went wrong and I wasn't even there... you just passed right along and I couldn't even hold your hand. I wanted to be there... I had grown up a lot since this ever ending roller coaster ride and just as I was getting off the dizziness still hadn't worn off. You were taking away in the middle of the night... I wasn't even there and that makes me sad. I didn't hear you voice... I didn't show any remorse and it hurts me deep inside that I will never see your heart beat again or see you talk to me like you used to do. Everyday Regrets and I keep on blaming myself in a story that just won't ever end and will continue until I see your face again. I won't forget, I will remember... I disappointed you and that's all I can say for now goodbye is hardly the words I ever wanted to say. But now your gone and i'm living with everyday regrets.