Every Day 2

Today is not a new day Today is another day. Waking up scared, and afraid, Not just of what awaits, But what is everyday. Some coffee, maybe or A cigarette or both... Good morning, dear... I love you too... Let's get up and go. Feed the dog... Water the dog or Take care of the cat.... Kissy face, Cigarette? Gotta poop.. My bowels hurt... Can't tell Wouldn't understand... Cigarette? Need a drink. Love you too. It hurts. Love you too. Cigarette? They suck, hate them... You too? Love you too. Can't focus.. Too much boxed wine... No money for Intelligent wine. Sleepy time. Love you... Love you too..