Eulogy

Diagnosed a while ago my heart gets heavier and my breath gets shorter. Thoughts of the past come and go as my mind tries to go forward. This is a disease of the heart mind and body. As my body grows weaker everyday. If only it could go back to what is was supposed to be It would be ok. Signs were there but you never want to see them. denial is the norm and time makes it harder. Once full of life and now it has grown dim. Tears is where it was filled with laughter. Regret, happiness, pain, revenge all race through the mind. But the heart always have one thing that it understands. If only God gives me just one more time. I can make sure i can meet all of the demands. I was left behind by my wife on the 25 of July God please let this be the final plan. This is the written eulogy of my marriage but is it all that can be?