Eternal Prison

Like uneven waves from a tsunami My mind is just as crazy as the waves, The endless and eternal prison My mind keeps me in drowns me in my sorrows. The thoughts I have shower down like an acid rain Like the plague it invades and ruins my brain, Please send me the sun as I am stuck with the moon Please come and rescue me soon It catches me at the worst times As it finds me alone late at night I beg of it to go away But what if the pain will make sense someday? The eternal prison takes me to a series of secrets As I am engulfed in each and every one of them I am bound to relive As I am a prisoner that’s been condemned To an eternal death The chatter of tiny voices are still invading The feelings of anger and sadness eat away at me As if I am a nobody I want to shout and scream I want to awaken from this cursed dream I want the feelings of being angry and sad to evade my mind I want it to leave just as fast as they came I just want to be free from this eternal bind I hate the person who I became My tears want to flow out and express my true self But I force them back The eternity is getting to me Making my soul creek and crack The intruder is here And I can’t do anything about it