Erratic 3 - Sorry For the Rain

I didn't know it rained today. I was sheltered in a house So I did not see So I did not know Were you thinking of me? Were you sad? I should have known. I am a sheltered soul. I could say sorry but I don't and I won't. Am I sad Or just contemplating? 'Sorry I did not see it rain today. Sorry I was surrounded by heat. Sorry I was enjoying the warmth while it was raining and cold outside.' All of which I cannot say Because I am not sorry. Yet why do I feel so deflated? My happiness opposes the rain. The contradiction is stunning And it feels wrong. So am I sorry? And sorry for what? Sorry for the rain?!