End of Love, End of Life

This pain deep inside feels like it's killing me really slow, It expands through my chest unable to do anything but grow, I cant even fight back against this depression that seems so strong, Maybe i should let go and slip away from life even if some think it's wrong, I just want to fall into a deep sleep from which i'll never wake, So i dont have to feel this hole in my chest for my bodies sake, My eyes are now teared over and my vision isn't very clear, Yet somehow i can still see that my end is very near, I still love her so unbelieveably much this i wont deny, I just want her to know that it was my love for her that caused me to die, I now lay here deprived of all my pride, The pain was caused by her because she lied, Of all the feelings i thought love was the best, And now because of it i find it impossible to rest