Empty Womb

I was born to a mommy just as sweet as can be
she kept me warm and safe
held me close, she never stopped loving me

"when I grow up Im going to be just like you"
have a baby to love 
feel the other side of that special bond so true

but the world works in mysterious ways
good people will lose
while terrible mothers have their babies taken away

a womb destroyed by cancer given to me at birth
never given a chance
to experience the natural way of things here on earth

"so what","no biggie", "you'll make a great aunt" they say
your brothers having a baby
come on, let's celebrate this truly is a joyous day!

what's wrong? aren't you happy? there's so much planning to do
the baby will be here soon 
we're all so happy and you should be too

mommy's planning a baby shower for my sister in law
she'll be a grandma soon
why should she lose out because of my serious flaw

but she doesn't understand why I'm so blue
having to watch mommy
doing all the things she should be doing with you

I try so hard to put on a happy face rather than pout
but I'm just not strong enough
when its tearing me up from the inside out

can I ever stop mourning the baby that will never be
my broken womb
forever destitute, childless and empty.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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April 4, 2015 at 8:14 PM
Lizzy, Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. I will get much delight in reading and in time become familiar with your verse. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT
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April 7, 2015 at 10:28 AM
Thank you! Nice to meet, I will have a look at your poems! :)
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March 30, 2015 at 5:59 PM
WELCOME ENJOY THE SOUP HOPE YOUR STAY IS A MEMORABLE ONE -MATT
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March 31, 2015 at 1:17 PM
Thank you for the warm welcome! ~ Lizzy
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March 30, 2015 at 3:17 PM
a simply heartbreaking write - I can only imagine the pain of not being able to have something you desire so much :-( Hugs jan xx
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March 31, 2015 at 1:17 PM
Thank you for your sweet comment Jan! I am new here just discovered the site a couple of days ago but I have lots of poems, a lot more uplifting ones lol I will be uploading in the next few days. This is my most recent poem though, it is the best way I know how to deal with my emotions. :) Lizzy
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