Emotional Angiush

Emotional wounds These cuts run deep Can't cover the wound Won't ignore it's pain Tears have fallen Hard lessons learned Feeling non-existent Travel alone for so long Latched onto fears Strong foundations built of rage Caged I feel Locked away behind bars of shame Can't tame the demons that lurk about Shocked you might be once you see what i have lived though Tauted and made fun of Tossed around like a flat ball No bounce in my step No air in my lungs A heartbeat frail I've sank to the bottom Staring straight up wanting someone to hear my cries Ignored I've been Cast aside a ruin of a man I've stood My fears weigh heavy My dreams fade with each sunrise Courage it takes for my eyes to see each day Unhappy I seem content I maybe But someone guides me still Has not given up on me I believe that's where these words originate in the eyes of a man that can see past me A God a wonderful reckoning a cure for all my doubt A dream he sees in me I just need to see with his eyes and believe I am meant for much more then this reality I live each day.