Emily

Why did I bother How could I falter I thought I was ready I thought I was able but I lied to me I lied to all of you How could I really believe she would be everything to me And how could she up and leave me after everything she told me Well, there's not much to do not much to say I don't know how it all fell apart so fast, too short, so long Goodbye, good riddance my nuisance Forgiveness, forgive me Let me explain Acadia, Acadia is a fake Acadia, her real name is Emily and I told a lie I thought I should have told her I loved her now I realize I should have never met her She's liar with soft eyes a liar with a honeyed tongue a liar, a liar She whispered nothing but sweet things to me She needed and asked me to be her comfort She always came to me in her time of need when her castle walls came crumbling down when her tears filled her stormy eyes from all those harsh nights and all from harsh fights alike I was there I was there And I thought I had it...under control And I thought everything was finally..right or just enough to make that feeling...just I thought everything she told me...'I love you' I thought everything she said...was true and even when I found out the truth I built her a house on the hill of innocence cause I had to deny deny with full satisfaction that she didn't say 'I love you' one day and disappeared for a cursed 3 more Again that cursed 3 please tell me why do you hate me.... Emily... oh Emily... Dear Emily... Would it have brought you back in April if I would've said it to your face... 'I love you'... Do I really want to know... Goodbye, good riddance my nuisance Goodbye, so fast, so long Emily...