effects of mental disorders

facing disorders at an early age is "your" fault this isn't what i learned, what i was taught thinking of the memories my disorder has brought "this is normal", that's what we thought i talk to someone, they label me as crazy i'm just begging for someone to save me now they only see what i want them to see the color red stains my favorite tee i try and try, but get nothing in return how will they feel when tables have turned i think of the acts of people i've learned they fake and pretend to be concerned depression? anxiety? bipolar? here's some medications they won't heal my thoughts of temptations no one understands, no one's in relations being numb is the new sensation putting the blame on people for how they are it's only going to push them so far thoughts are hanging as high as the stars do you know how you're making them feel? the emotions they had, their disorder will steal no one can save us, nothing left to heal now nothing seems real