Effect, Affect, Infect

tear-filled eyes
sweaty palms
a horse voice
weakened limbs
a quickened heartbeat

how could I speak?


"others" have called poetry the medicinal god/goddess of the 21st century 
- but not me. 


lately 
poetry hasn't been feeding me
lately 
poetry hasn't been the thirst-quencher
yet I never starve or desire to drink 

it is not even about my reaction to his poetry
(and yes I wrote a poem titled "My Reaction to His poetry")
it did not cut me as deep 
yet I bled, well I bleed
it did not color anything for me, my personality and temperaments have not changed
yet I can see these beautiful dark green trees, well I am slowly seeing  

- i love being surrounded 
embraced by a chilling breeze
yet i am running out of the forest of my mind screaming

the constant screaming is why my voice is hoarse
yes, that is why my eyes are tear-filled
being coerced and manipulated and deceived by the happenings of love 
this explains my faster heartbeat - it skips, no it gallops, well it sprints
and then my weak limbs.. 
as my desire and "say so" grows 
other parts of my being, mainly my limbs, become weak


here am I (according to "others"  vulnerable but not naive
blasting music, cramming for exams, and venting to strangers about him)

but I am.

his love 
the effect

                                       affected me... (according to "others" infected me)
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Williams Gault Avatar
March 30, 2016 at 11:35 AM
Another stellar write. So many layers to this, the stream of consciousness, the word play, the witty asides and just...a tangible piece. Another 7, of course...
Fleming Avatar
December 1, 2015 at 6:13 AM
My apologies...I forgot the seven. Done - Its a seven now! :) j
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December 1, 2015 at 6:11 AM
Again an amazing piece of writing from your talented pen. Your poetry deserves a wider audience. You need to visit a lot more poets on this site and leave comments regarding their work...this way you should receive more feedback; your poems are worthy of far more praise. Very nicely conceived and put together, Chante! My very best regards! :) john
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