E - Seventh Part of Expense Series - the Non-Messed Up Version

End this madness inside of my cranium and numb the pain that’s making me feel this sensation, as if I was drunk off of rum…I’m not a drunkard that’s dumb and that’s a fact that has made a big impact in my life…especially my brother’s life to be exact!! Do you have any clue what I’ve been through? Do you have any brain cells in your empty brain? Are you damaged by your suicidal depression? Anxiety took a toll on you – you’re in its session…it’s controlling you like a puppet, doing whatever the puppet master tells it to do! You demand attention immediately without further ado…pay off your expense of your emotional suspense! Dispense and you shall receive no more expense! You are fenced in by the absence of hope and the approval of avarice appeal! Ignorant to the time, drifting away from your grasp! You hold your breath and you gasp! At last, you understand how important it is to immediately dispose of your expense! Just reap what you sow and pay up for your sins! The consequences lay in someone else’s hands and the two grand lands split! You are way, way more worthy of praise than being in chains in this pitiful pit of yours! All because you didn’t pay up your exceptional amount of expense! I’m going to drop off reality for the time being until the end! Deplorable Reality’s strategic tragedy stings like billion’s of buzzin’ busy bees, swarming around me like my crowd of fans, family and friends – what’s the expense of fame? Will I be feeling this shame with a grand name? Will it be astonishing beyond say or just another bill to pay? Ignorance is bliss they say…I’ll type no more of this verse today…Or I’ll pay my expense of writing too much! At least I give my poems a great punch of passion, inspiration, and it’s moving, even with the slightest touch!!!!