Dreams

Is it okay to want to leave it all? I take off my skin and rest for a few days Collecting my doubts and fears Underlying insecurities I'm beginning to feel as though i'm not worth saving I've given up on the pursuit of chasing my own happiness One can guess that's why I've fallen yet again I close my eyes upon this revelation Just a few hours My eyes open in a space where nothing really matters. Walking around this blissful space i come across one thing: a chair As i sit in this chair i dream A dream within a dream Of everyone i loved wishing me well And then they're turning away from me If they all have faith in me why don't i have the capacity to pick myself up from my fears of inadequacy and incompatibility My breathing stops My eyes jolt open and i find myself in the blissful plane There's people in my space But i don't know their names I try reaching out but they wont let me trough No one is hearing me I don't know what to do Now i'm pacing back and forth lost in a world only i live in I wanna be there for them I wanna see them smile They need to understand I will be here a while Back in oblivion dreaming about That dream I'm in finally hit the ground I can feel reality giving in Wearily on my side decide where i don't want to stay With a simple thought in my head Just a few days...