Down Town Auckland On a Bench With a Habit and a Pen

I am the environmentalist in love with wine,
my shoulders carry and reside in the cutting edge side of life,
the establishment craves to be the human race
while I stroll the memories of “Sailor fields”
amongst ancient Jurassic stone.
Is this!       The only way for me?
My saline tears run freely now a days,
it’s time that governs one’s sentiment,
no doubt the plague of waiting relates to this.
What!   Of the future,
hey       , i want to forget about futuristic wars,
may be the media are in gross error of judgment?
I’m told I’m only a little man, at last now I know why I’m the 
one that society chastises every day,
Why this mortal flame in constant combat becomes
life’s tomb stone around my neck.
To feel freedom, another swig so my lacklustre eyes again become stimulated                     
as the view overcomes my immobility and bids farewell, to the great lady
that glides portly on the outgoing tide.
Curse this elemental wind
that curls in from the east,
“Mother”      i cry
“Is this the clarity of our beginning.” the start of all this crap,
as astringent thoughts flow through my urban bucolic mind,
seeing or feeling nothing of the moment, only a repeat of  the actions of many insensitive men, 
those that flourish, those that sentiment cannot stain those that walk tallest amongst men;
because they were hungry for appurtenance.
I remember well    , in the far off lea of my mind,
down on the farm thousands of miles away across the Pacific,
where enamel clashed against concrete
there        , where foolhardy dreams were dashed,.
when the heart pursued
the warm flesh    , she that gave her
reflection to the swan song
of an innocence. 
 Alas should one be compelled to expire
as one would,  a chardonnay basking in the hot sunshine?
Should one fall foul of a politically correct society
that   , outside of one’s comfort zone,
because one feels   , want   , in choleric veins?
Even the sullen white cross, dotted upon the highways
become burning embers, a constant reminiscence,
an emotional monument to many inhibited memories.
Yet I beg this deportment shows me a realization,
that death is imminent,
so why this perpetual waiting, this constant urge,
for this vein dependency to be  infringed upon ???   

© Harry J Horsman  2012
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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O'Leary Avatar
March 21, 2013 at 10:27 AM
Harry... This is excellent... Terry
Jerden Avatar
March 14, 2013 at 7:46 PM
Harry, I'm always amazed when I read your poems. Like a James Joyce stream of consciousness piece, profane and profound at the same time. Congratulations!
Jones Avatar
March 14, 2013 at 5:21 PM
Harry I have never been so completely lost inside a poem before....wow...congratulations seems like a small word...Donna
Essence Avatar
March 13, 2013 at 6:42 PM
Great job on your poem and your win!! :)
May Avatar
March 13, 2013 at 6:11 PM
congrats on your win Harry
A   Avatar
March 13, 2013 at 5:39 PM
Hello Harry, missing you still. stopping by to say hi and re-read your amazing poem! I love it;-)! Congratulations on your wonderful win in Nathan's contest~ always*LINDA
Tams The Golden Girl Avatar
March 13, 2013 at 10:41 AM
Congratulations harry the boy dun well xx
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June 2, 2012 at 6:04 AM
A belated congrats to you and your drunken pen, Harry! Wow, it really had something to write! Love and Blessings, Rhonda
Brown Avatar
May 31, 2012 at 11:55 AM
Congratulations on your win in the "Drunken Pen" contest Harry. Love, Carol
May Avatar
May 30, 2012 at 2:56 PM
congrats on your win Harry
Williams Avatar
May 30, 2012 at 1:07 PM
Harry congrats on your win, excellent..david
The Drunken Poet Avatar
May 30, 2012 at 12:18 PM
Thank you for supporting my contest with this amazing drunkenpen!!CONGRATULATIONS
Collins Avatar
May 16, 2012 at 7:05 AM
I certainly hope this won the drunken pen contest. Kathy
Culverhouse Avatar
May 15, 2012 at 6:59 AM
too much wine?? deep in the emotional abyss this day....my heart is heavy for the future of this world with our present presidential choices.
Dietrich Avatar
May 11, 2012 at 8:50 PM
wow, you doth wax very poetic when thou art drunken!!! (see why I don't do "old" English poetry?) I think this is just what the judge of this contest was looking for. Mine not so much!!! thanks for reading more of my oldies. (and I am not as bad as my "dreaming of a new body" makes me out to be. haha)
Andresen Avatar
May 11, 2012 at 5:12 PM
A beautiful story/poem Harry, you are a brilliant poet - Wish you good luck in contest! - Have a lovely (in comfort zone) weekend! - oxox Anne-Lise
Maverick Avatar
May 11, 2012 at 4:39 PM
Enjoyed this rambling reflective write you have woven here Harry..!
Nair Avatar
May 11, 2012 at 4:01 PM
What a stunning piece, friend, the kind you dont normally get to read on soup. Write on..:) Jag
Williams Avatar
May 11, 2012 at 9:52 AM
Harry well done I like it, good luck..David
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