Down Today

People get me down sometimes. My buddy isn't talking to anyone now, All because my best friend had a cow. My secret is such a shining star.. Probably doesn't even realize I watch it from afar. My beloved is in the hospital, But still thinking of me, (Bless his soul). All he can say is ,"Ugh." I only wish I could give him a healing hug. My honored is finally getting wed! I regret I can't go as I crawl into bed. I gaze at the sky so full of tears For me. The same sky that was so full of cheer. Even the morning sun with all its glory Only behols these sad little stories. I only wish I could do better.. And cover the cold ones with my sweater. I'm outside and fear the cold night. I just hope my loved ones are alright. I just want them to be happy, so to say, Unlike me (I had a bad day). Cold nights get me down sometimes.