Doubt At the Worste Possiblemoment

A step after another Walkin in with my father I have made people to gather Third, forth step and i take another Am nervours and abit shaking But there caught with the smile which i know am faking And the beautiful steps am taking Its my heart that is breaking Am i ready for this? Am i walking into bliss? Are my insticts right about what i feel it is I have to know before that final kiss All the attention is on me Happy faces are all i see Silently counting to three To calm dowm,i feel like i need to pea Am getting there in my white veil And the perfectly fit gown with a sized tail Telling myself all will be well If i ignore my feelings will i not fail Am getting close To the one i chose On my list out of all those And father lets my hand loose i watch him as he goes Am i really sure? Is his love realy pure? Or was it jst an artificial lure Or should i ignore my instincts and endure Am about to be his wife Am afraid its for life In my mind,this is all causing strife I do or no to the next chapter of my life