Doubt At the Worste Possiblemoment

A step after another
Walkin in with my father
I have made people to gather
Third, forth step and i take 
another

Am nervours and abit shaking
But there caught with the smile
which i know am faking
And the beautiful steps am 
taking
Its my heart that is breaking

Am i ready for this?
Am i walking into bliss?
Are my insticts right about 
what i
feel it is
I have to know before that final 
kiss

All the attention is on me
Happy faces are all i see
Silently counting to three
To calm dowm,i feel like i need 
to
pea

Am getting there in my white 
veil
And the perfectly fit gown with 
a
sized tail
Telling myself all will be well
If i ignore my feelings will i not 
fail

Am getting close
To the one i chose
On my list out of all those
And father lets my hand loose i
watch him as he goes

Am i really sure?
Is his love realy pure?
Or was it jst an artificial lure
Or should i ignore my instincts 
and
endure

Am about to be his wife
Am afraid its for life
In my mind,this is all causing 
strife
I do or no to the next chapter 
of my
life
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Mehta Avatar
March 18, 2014 at 8:09 AM
Congratulations on your poem being featured this week, aisha
Itimu Avatar
March 23, 2014 at 6:01 AM
Thnk you so much Dr. Ram
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March 18, 2014 at 1:51 AM
nice poem but if your gonna get married you gotta rejoice
Itimu Avatar
March 23, 2014 at 6:01 AM
thank you so much chris
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March 17, 2014 at 5:09 PM
hi Aisha, Congratulations, I'm scoping and enjoying the new featured poems for this week. :) It was nice to see your poem on the poetry soups, home page. Have a fun week. Always & Forever *LINDA
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March 23, 2014 at 6:02 AM
thank you so much linda i appriciate
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March 8, 2014 at 3:27 PM
Aisha, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you enjoy the community, as I did when I first join, March 2010. You'll find many friendly poets, who are ready to support and offer positive feedback. I want to be the first to invite you on over, to my contest and poetry page. I OFFER MY CONTEST, in hopes it inspires you to write another poem. I'm looking forward to following you and your poetry ha-ha a special pair:) here's the link to the contest page. http://www.poetrysoup.com/poetry_contests/ <---~Take Care!! From: your new poet friend @-> LINDA <-@
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March 3, 2014 at 10:16 AM
Aisha, sometimes it is good to live in chapters without wanting to know the next page. Nice write. , Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. I will find much delight, in reading and in time become familiar with your way of writing. But, for the mean time, I will greet you with the same smile, other poets passed when I first join the soup 4 years ago. I wish you the best when it comes to your poems. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here. Starting with me. SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you like. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND". Hugs* SKAT
Itimu Avatar
March 3, 2014 at 11:08 AM
awww thank you so much Skat. Thats so lovely. i feel so welcomed. thank you
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March 3, 2014 at 5:05 AM
- Warm welcome to PoetrySoup,Aisha :) - I choose your first well written poem - hope you will write many poem in the future- Hope you will be satisfied with our "soup family" - we are many .. but has plenty of room for you too- PoetrySoup Rule1: Be kind and keep PoetrySoup a haven. PoetrySoup is a drama free zone(Comment on the poetry of others and they will comment on yours.) Thank you posted your words and thoughts here, I want to come back to read more another day. - oxox // Anne-Lise :)
Itimu Avatar
March 3, 2014 at 8:48 AM
Thank you so much Anne for the warm welcoming. i will do so. xoxo
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