Double Edged Sword

Everything you do is double edged sword cutting a disorienting swathe across my mind Every meeting brings me unsolicited joy the circumstances of which leave me in a pleasant humor Only to lead to disbelief and what has transpired to be confusing and inexplicable What do your words mean? What do your actions mean? I cannot consult body or mind without causing a calamitous push and pull of chagrin and elation Distance maybe the only cure to what ails me Because each side of the sword flays me deeply