Don'T Mess With My House

A child, crippled by a tragic accident
Learned how to excel in sorrow
Never listening to words
That would encumber his bright tomorrow

Who cares if he's a paralytic 
It has nothing to do with his mind
A ray of hope pulled him forward
Through the sludge of the unkind

In high school, he began to set his path
For college and a full life
Occasionally, he would entertain thoughts
Of dating, maybe even a wife

......no kids...never any kids

He had no idea what a slippery slope
A single thought could be
But the tiny little prick, became a hole
Causing the paralytic to eventually

....despair

Because of his condition, the govt. gave aid
Set him up in a nice accessible home
A nurse would help with difficult task
And with his motorized chair, he was free to roam

The moments leaped into decades
As he sat alone, in a house full of fears
Trash and dirt accumlated
Shut off and off limits to eyes that wanted to leer

...and judge

One would think the nurse would care
At least enough to speak
But to her, he was a job
She viewed him as crippled, weak

He should find the will to pull the trigger
But he didn't have the willpower to move
What's the point in trying
When you know you'll lose

...again, and again

One day, a man knocked on his door
He yelled for him to enter in
But with the door locked and bolted
And his mess, a testament to where he'd been

The man kept knocking, not going away
So the paralytic screamed out in pain
The man at the door, gently spoke
"Would you like to walk again?"

Oooweee, he wanted to rage and war
But he knew he MUST answer that door
So, he gathered all his strength to move
This time, was the ONE time, he must not LOSE

One roll at a time, he finally made it to the door
Unlocked it and opened it wide
The light flooded in
Nearly blinding his darkened eyes

The man repeated, "Would you like to walk again?"
The paralytic answered with a resounding, "Yes!!!"
The man said, "Then get up and walk!"
Immediately, all his fears began to pull and press

...against his hope

Looking into his eyes of love
He dare not disobey
So, he left his sorrow
And began to make his way

...home

The neighbors talked of the miracle
And the total change in the paralytic's life
In the passage of time,
He took to himself, a beautiful wife

Six months, after their son was born
His wife and child died in an accidental fire
He was left in the despair and sorrow
Of gained and lost desire

It didn't take long til he was back in the place
Where trash and fears accumulate
Though his legs worked well, as they should
Nothing or no one would bring him to investigate

...his thoughts

Written by Trudy Schrader on 02-06-2018

Note: Everyone has a story, and most are hidden beneath a blanket of fear. What is his?

Copyright © | Year Posted 2018



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Date: 3/6/2018 2:02:00 PM
Some people can overcome world conditioning, others die or rebel because they refuse to accept it...the injustice and cruelty are too much... thought infections cannot be healed without love...his story is the story of all of us in different ways
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Trudy Schrader
Date: 3/6/2018 2:27:00 PM
You are so right. Circumstances and conditions are nothing, they come and go. It is the tools we have in our tool box that make all the difference in the world. Our fight, is truly against the fear systems (demons) that encase our minds. Love has freed me, and I know there is freedom for everyone who dares to believe in LOVE.
Date: 3/6/2018 12:34:00 PM
We take so much for granted Trudy. We don't realise how lucky we are sometimes.
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Trudy Schrader
Date: 3/6/2018 1:08:00 PM
Isn't that the truth? Who knew that peace would come at such a high price? I didn't. The first half of my life was devoted to healing my mind. Now, I'm in the process of healing relationships. Hard work, not for the faint of heart :)
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